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So the only reason I'm writing a journal today is that the last journal entry now is exactly 2 years old. Obviously lots of things have happened, as they tend to do in such a long time, but as much of it isnt very relevant anymore, and I know that my journal wont be read by a lot of people, I think I'll just get to my situation as it is right now:

Moved out, living in my own apartment, which is great. I do get lonely sometimes, but the advantages of living on my own overshadow that - most of the time anyway.

I study film and media at the University of Copenhagen, which is also great (as great as school can be, when you still have to make assignments and take exams of course). Been watching quite a lot of movies, including a lot of silent movies too.
So much that I yesterday found myself watching a 4-hour silent movie, just because I felt like it, when I was sick (still am) just lying in bed anyway.

Hmm.. what else.. Well, still working in Blockbuster. I did take that assistant manager job for a year, but now as I'm studying again, I only work partime and as I moved, I also transferred to another shop.

That would be it for now... wonder how long before I update this thing again

So the last journal i wrote is exactly 6 months old, so here's a new one with ...still not much to say...

finishing school.. 3 oral exams left: german, religion and english (damn you, shakespeare!).
nah, it's gonna be alright, coulda been so much worse, this is in fact good, except i dont have the chance to improve my grades much as i had top grades in all three...


so now the dilemma: what to do next year? i've been offered a job as assistant shop leader (or how the fuck that titled would be translated) in Blockbuster - just for a year.. or i could try start at the university and hope not to grow tired of that immediately (i have been fucking tired of school for 1½ years).. i might grow pretty tired of the job too of course.. dunno..

and damn, i'd like to get an apartment soon, i wanna move in with my boyfriend noooow! especially if i'm going to uni..


going to see Pet Shop Boys tonight in Tivoli.. man, i hope there will be fewer people than i expect... sigh. but when it's free you just gotta see them live, don't you?


don't think i've much more to say.. i dont photograph much anymore.. dunno if it's a phase, we'll see...

and a new submission, they're a little rare compared to earlier on..
and last journal was 2 months ago...
not gonna conclude anything from that though.

watched Science of Sleep yesterday - loved it! what can i say? my kind of movie ^^


preparing for SSO (= Større Skriftlig Opgave = Fucking Huge Assignment That Is Going To Kill Me So So Hard And Which Is In Fact An Exam Which Means I Have To Work My Butt Off Before I Die Of Stress), which i'll be writing from the 12th till the 19th.. i've no idea when i'm gonna buy presents.. And our prom is on the 21st.. I thought December was busy enough with the usual stuff?

Has anyone seen "Das Experiment" btw?

i've nothing to say really.
still madly in love.
so so busy. i hate school!
and i've no idea what to do with my future...
i'll just become an educated whore or something

<sub>9 Lasts --

9.] last phone call: last night, from my mother, who was in the hotel room just next to mine..
8.] last cigarette: dunno, can't remember
7.] last beverage: green tea
6.] last movie watched: Moulin Rouge
5.] last kiss: a few hours ago
4.] last cd played: cd? uhm.. prolly the free emily strange-one..
3.] last BUBBLE bath: just can't remember, way too long time ago!
2.] last time you cried: last weekend
1.] last alcoholic drink: saturday, wine

8 have you evers -----

8.] have you ever dated someone twice: yes
7.] have you ever been cheated on: sort of
6.] have you ever kissed someone: yes
5.] have you ever kissed someone you regret: yes
4.] have you ever fallen in love: yes
3.] have you ever lost someone: define 'lost' - if as in death, no.
2.] have you ever been depressed: yes
1.] have you ever been drunk and thrown up: actually no

6 things you've done today

1.] sitting in a car for about 4 hours
2.] having sex in a hotel room (sorry, couldn't help it, hun )
3.] falling asleep in the afternoon
4.] eating pizza
5.] drinking tea
6.] doing homework

3 people you can tell pretty much anything to --
hmm... One of my friends, my boyfriend.. and.. my mum i guess?

2 favorite colors --

1.] black
2.] purple


in '06 I have:

[x] been to school
[x] made a new friend
[x] fallen out of love
[] done something you swore never to do
[] lied
[] laughed until you cried
[] stole something
[] went behind your parents back
[(x)] cried over an ex
[x] disappointed someone close
[] hidden a secret
[x] pretended to be happy
[] got arrested
[] kept your new years resolution
[] forgot your new years resolution
[x] met someone who changed your life
[x] changed your outlook on life
[x] sat home all day doing nothing
[] pretended to be sick
[x] left the state
[] almost died
[] lost someone
[x] been to the hospital
[x] gotten close to someone
[] streaked
[x] cried over someone
[x] broken up with a gf or bf
[] given up something important to you
[] talked on the phone all night
[x] learned something new about yourself
[] tried something you normally wouldn't try
[] found out who your true friends were
[x] made a total fool of yourself
[x] met great people
[x] gotten really drunk
[x] kissed someone

Q 01: is there a person who is on your mind right now?
A 01: yes

Q 02: where is the last place you went?
A 02: somewhere Jutlandic

Q 03: who is the last person you called?
A 03: my boyfriend (that's what my phone says at least..)

Q 04: who do you like more, your mom or dad?
A 04: mom

Q 05: do you have any siblings?
A 05: yes, a little sister

Q 06: do you smile often?
A 06: yes

Q 07: do you think that someone is thinking about you right now?
A 07: yes

Q 08: do you wish on stars?
A 08: no

Q 09: do you untie your shoes every time you take them off?
A 09: yes (converse...)

Q 10: when did you last cry?
A 10: again, last weekend

Q 11: do you like your handwriting?
A 11: uhm.. sorta

Q 12: are you a friendly person?
A 12: maybe?

Q 13: who's bed did you sleep in last night?
A 13: eh.. a bed in a hotel room..

Q 14: what color shirt are you wearing?
A 14: white (pj's)

Q 15: do you have any pets?
A 15: yes, a cat

Q 16: what is the color of your bedsheets?
A 16: white with some light blue and a bit of red

Q 17: What were you doing at 9 last night?
A 17: eating at a restaurant, celebrating my grandma's 60th b-day

Q 18: i can't wait until..
A 18: i see my bf again (excuse my disgusting being-in-love-ness)

Q 19: is tom on your friends list?
A 19: who the fuck is tom?

Q 20: look to your right. what's there?
A 20: small messy room and window

Q 22: ever cried yourself to sleep?
A 22: yes

Q 23: ever cried on your friend's shoulder?
A 23: yes

Q 24: is there a song that makes you cry?
A 24: depends... not one song that makes me cry every time

Q 25: are you normally a happy person?
A 25: yes

Q 26: is your self-esteem extremely low?
A 26: no, not really</sub>










Still in love! gosh, this is good